I've thinking a lot lately going back to that moment when Lukas was born. When that moment was perfect, he was perfect, that moment when our family was complete. I look back at this photo and it brings me joy, it brings me truth and I now have a new way of appreciating the time I had with our son. I'm happy he got to be in his mothers arms, I'm happy we had that short moment of bonding, I'm happy both my partner and daughter experienced the birth. I'm happy my mum was there too. I'm happy I heard Lukas's cries and that I had a chance to see his beautiful big brown eyes. It may have been only a moment, but what a moment it was. I can separate the nightmare that came after this photo was taken and just remember that moment of pure love, that moment when our dream came true.